「我想留下來！」﹣﹣會說這種話，真的像是個不知天高地厚的傻瓜，但是，內心一直很想改回程日期。尤其今晚室友跟我說，在路邊擺檔唱歌的她，終於接受到第一個路過的人發出的casting邀請，casting是關於lady gaga，詳細是怎樣我也沒有問了，反正我很激動，對呀，這就是紐約，紐約大概就是長這個樣子。因為還有兩三天就要回程，我不禁緊張起來，像我準備前往紐約那時候那般緊張，我不知道我搞甚麼的，除了放在art fair的畫賣掉以外，我根本沒有做過甚麼，就只是看風景，看人，看天氣。然後，準備回家了，就是這樣，緊張得肚子不斷翻騰想吐（應該是吃錯甚麼或是喝掉變壞的酒）。

"i want to stay here!" -- this statement sounds really naive, like a folly, but yes, that's what in my mind: i want to change the date of my return ticket. especially after hearing my roomie told me that she got an invitation for a casting, my emotions is going to explode. the casting is something about lady gaga, by a lady passing by, when she was singing in the street. what about lady gaga, ohhhh what really matter, it's something big, isn't it? this is new york, i guess that's how new york suppose to be. i just have two to three days more to stay, so yeah, i'm getting nervous, just as nervous as i was preparing to come here. though i don't know what i have done here, except my work was sold in the art fair, then, i haven't done much after. just looking around, looking the scene, the people, the weather. yup, time to go home, that's it, just my stomach not feeling very well, ohh too nervous, i've got to puke... (i've eaten something wrong or just got some bad wine, i guess)